Aadi decided to share very deep insights, with absolute honesty, into the most recent changes in the teaching, coming from the revelation of Me. Please, read this letter slowly and carefully because it is filled with most important and precious understanding of the spiritual reality and our true nature, while challenging and discarding so many misconceptions that have become ingrained in the collective mind:

Beloveds,

I believe that I owe my students an explanation. After the live stream given on the subject of God being but the Wizard of Oz, some of you might be wondering if the gods I have been channeling in the divine transmissions were real. It is a deep subject, and can be challenging to some due to emotional and sentimental attachments formed with those simulacrums, fictitious and make-belief representations of gods. For instance, when Osho started to speak disparagingly about Jesus, he lost much of his following. People are really attached to certain realities of petty beliefs that they created; they are like children that refuse to become adults. However, it is important to examine and question our fundamental beliefs about reality, our naive assumptions and preconceived notions, which have never been ours to begin with but rather have been imposed on us by others; it is of the essence to cultivate a critical mind, because this is what makes us true human beings, and not mere slaves of the collective paradigms devoid of any intelligence.

Is Shiva or Kuan Yin real? It is up to you. If you believe in them, they exist; if you don’t, they do not exist. While the true God, which is the Universal Me, created us, all the other gods, including the monotheistic god, were created by man. They do exist but only in the collective consciousness. When a large population of people believes in a certain god, he becomes an archetype in the collective mind. So in that sense, he exists, but not as a being of his own. For example, some gods of old have been long forgotten, lost in the sands of time; or even if not entirely forgotten, no one believes in them anymore, so they stopped existing entirely as archetypes. They have no more power in the collective underworld.

You may ask if there was any credibility to the Divine Transmissions, where I was channeling particular gods. I was in the wrong, I must say. Not entirely, but still I was caught in some kind of delusion that also confused you, delusion connected to the concept of the divine transmissions. The divine transmissions were real, but their meaning was different that I initially suggested.

It is only recently, upon my reflection on the state I was putting myself in when channeling, I see in retrospect that I was tuning myself, unknowingly mind you, into the state of the Universal Me, where my personal me was getting out of the way. So the truth is that I was channeling the Universal Me. But you see, the Universal Me being everything, can take the form of any god if we ask, emulating a particular archetype, according to the energy or quality we associate with such god or deity. Universal Me tends to relate to us as to gullible children, and for a good reason. This is why you could feel Shiva or Kuan Yin. But from a higher perspective, it is only and only the Universal Me. I am not suggesting here that I realised the Universal Me at that time, but rather that it entered my space. Yes, I was kind of one with it, but not properly surrendering to it from my personal me, which purposely moved out of the way.

And there is one more thing, I did transmissions where I said to be part of them, not getting ‘out of the way’. Very interesting, truly. But in that channeling, even though my personal me was connected to the Universal Me, it remained separated from it, as if two entities of me coexisted. So it was the channeling happening from the Universal Me and personal me, both, but very much incomplete.

Channelling is a tricky term, because it refers to something else/other than you coming through you. How can you trust it? And how can you trust your interpretation of what is coming through? It is such a delusion. But in reality there is only me, the Universal Me speaking through the personal me. Or if one is not connected to the Universal Me, the personal me alone is the one doing the talking. Higher understanding comes from the Universal Me, but as I said, if that Universal Me is not met as me, the space of truth remains incomplete, and the whole meaning of transmission deteriorates.

When I hear some people saying that Guidance told them this or that, I see how deluded they are. No one gives you guidance other than yourself. The only voice that is guiding you is your own, but most often it is the inner monologue without any meaning. Ok, a spiritual teacher in the body can give you guidance, but at least it is real, even if not always correct.

When the loving Goddess, Kuan Yin, revealed to me the ‘healing path of nonresistance,’ what do you think it was? It was ME revealing the true path of healing to me. Nothing more. I needed a divine ‘mother’ to help me, so the Universal Me took her form. But you know, it was because the universal me in its infinite compassion treated me like a child. I am grateful for this, but I personally don’t want to be a child anymore. Do you?

I must confess that since the new phase of the teaching began, I was rather conflicted, trying desperately to find the truth while questioning so much. So I did believe that Shiva is a god of his own right existing as an autonomous being, not just an archetype within the collective mind. It is ok. It was a good experiment both for me and for you, and you did benefit greatly as the Universal Me was coming through. It was coming through only partially because I had not yet surrendered to it, I had not become it at that time. To experience the Universal Me entering my consciousness as a result of the personal me getting out of the way is far from embodying it as one’s own self. Because it is experienced as the beyond, not as me, and thus its presence is greatly diminished.

As for my beloved brother, Houman, he is not a god created by people’s imagination, but rather he exists as an objective personal dimension of me, though evolved in his own unique way. Here, ‘objective’, in contrast to projected or imagined, demonstrates the ability to experience reality from one’s own perspective, from one’s own being, and even more so from one’s own sense of me. He is connected to me on a very personal level, because he is part of my personal me within the Universal Me. So yes, Houman will remain to be with me in my teaching work, helping from afar.

Aadi and Houman, and all of you, are the personal manifestations of the Universal Me. It is a paradox but not really that we are both personal and Universal Me. In the absence of the personal, obviously we could not exist as individuals. But without the Universal Me, not only us, but nothing at all could exist. The personal me evolves in itself, and of course it needs to be awakened at some point. But the deepest mystery of evolution is when the personal enters the universal, and then it recognizes the universal as its own self. And that the Universal Me recognizes itself through the personal me, being able to say at last – I am. I will be explaining in the coming time the intricate connection between the personal and the universal, how they are woven into the fabric of reality.

You might think that Universal Me is beyond you, but it is you. Me is all there is, and there is no other God. Unless you deepen your relationship with Me and surrender to Me, none of it is real. Then, ‘Universal Me’ becomes just another concept, another construct of the mind, another belief, another lie. But if you surrender to Me and enter its deeper dimension, the Universal Me, you become a living, breathing god that has incarnated in the human form.

We have been going through so many steps in the teaching, so many turns and changes. But all of them led to this, all of them led to the centre of that exceedingly complicated maze, to the center of the convoluted net of human illusion – to Me. So when seen from a bigger picture, each step was necessary, important and precious, and we must be grateful for it.

And you may also be wondering, if there is only Me – does darkness exist? Darkness is the negative energy created by the human mind that exists in people individually, but also forms spheres of psycho forms in the collective mind. There is no darkness that has a being of its own. We create it. And I must add that I was mistaken speaking of dark entities, or even trying to protect the hall from them, by creating a sacred circle of light, or praying for protection, which was but a hocus pocus. I am not doing it any more, and now there is peace and quiet. Belief in dark entities is a result of human fear, nothing more. There are no dark entities trying to attack you. There are no monsters hiding in the dark… But keep in mind that when you enter an irrational state of mind, a state of great mental and emotional confusion and strongly give in to your own negativity, you do open yourself to the darkness which resides in the collective mind, and thus can be hurt by it, or feeling even ‘possessed’. And then you might think that some evil metaphysical entity or presence from the underworld is attacking you, as you personalise it, anthropomorphise that darkness, which is a human tendency. In truth, there is no god outside of you, and no devil either. We have created all of this, and while creativity is a good thing, this kind of ‘nonsense creativity’ is nothing more than human fiction and delusion.

As we now see that all is coming from Me, it is time to open to a new relationship with life, and become a true creator of your life. But to do so, you need to realise Me, you need to surrender to Me, you need to become Me. This is the most difficult step on the path, even though Me is the nearest. It is because, here you are lifting the final veil separating you from yourself. This is the most subtle, the most profound, the most sublime – the Final, the Supreme Awakening. Are you ready to awaken from the dream? Are you ready to be awake?

And one more explanation, to those who did not follow my last talks. Yes, the term ‘Me’ is not new to us, as I spoke of it from the start of the teaching. In fact, this was what connected me and Houman very much, the respect for Me, the honouring of Me, which prompted us to oppose certain core-conclusions drawn by the mainstream traditions of enlightenment. The acknowledgment of Me was the cornerstone of this path from the beginning. However, the true Me, or core-me, while felt and known both intuitively and experientially, was not captured, still eluding us – the centre of the maze was still not reached. And then later on, for a very long time I erroneously assumed that the ‘person’ (the conscious thinker) was our real me, while in reality he is no more than the creation of Me; he is a center created by Me, but he is not Me. Me is the person, but the person is not Me, if you can see the difference. Me is a distinct center mysteriously concealed from direct access that must be awakened with the support of certain internal bridges that we must first build. Me is everything in you, but unless you awaken, you are not Me, other than only having a vague sense of me; all what you are at that point are the creations of Me, the manifestations of Me.

But let’s ask this question again, why did it take such a long time? The answer is actually very simple: because it is the most elusive, unknown, hidden, the most heavily guarded secret of existence; to realize Me is indeed the most daunting and formidable task or challenge of all in that spiritual journey of ours into awakening. In that play of illusion, Me is but playing hide and seek with itself, hiding from itself in the center of the maze, which it has never left. And there is one more thing, in its evolution, our personal me has to prove worthy of remembering itself, because it is the highest gift it can both give to itself and receive from itself in its entire existence. The sobering truth is that Me has to suffer a lot before it can truly awaken; because it is the fire of suffering that purifies it and teaches it the highest humility. After all, Me is awakened in humility of pure goodness, which is the love of self.

I am extremely happy that finally we have come to the centre of the maze. It is just so amazing, beautiful, astonishing, surprising, and so wonderful.